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She wasn’t sure exactly what he knew or how he knew it, but Ror had been watching her since day three. Not with suspicion exactly—more like recognition. The way a wolf might recognize another wolf pretending to be a dog.

The formation briefing droned on. Training schedules, equipment maintenance, upcoming evaluations. Kira let the words wash over her while maintaining the slightly vacant expression she’d perfected over the past ninety-three days—the expression of someone struggling to keep up, someone who didn’t quite belong here.

It was the hardest performance of her life.

In Coast Province, she’d killed fifty-two men in eighteen minutes without breaking a sweat.

Here at Crimson Ridge, she’d struggled to look incompetent for ninety-three days without breaking character.

The second task was proving infinitely more difficult than the first.

When the formation finally dismissed, Kira filed toward the mess hall with the other recruits. She deliberately positioned herself in the middle of the crowd—not leading, never lagging too far behind. Just another face in the mass of uniforms.

“Hey, Ashford.”

She turned.

Private Garrett Hayes jogged up beside her, his young face earnest and encouraging. Twenty-four years old, fresh from infantry training, he still believed the military was about brotherhood and honor.

Kira envied him that innocence.

“You okay?” Hayes asked. “You looked kind of out of it during formation.”

“Just tired,” Kira said, keeping her voice soft, uncertain. “Didn’t sleep well.”

“Nightmares again?”

She nodded.

That part wasn’t an act.

The nightmares were real. The six-year-old girl’s face. The smell of burning flesh. The mathematical precision of fifty-two kills in eighteen minutes. Her subconscious replayed Coast Province every night with perfect accuracy.

“You’ll get through it,” Hayes said with the confidence of someone who’d never experienced real combat. “You’re improving every day. I saw your marksmanship scores from yesterday. You hit the target eight times.”

Eight hits out of forty rounds at fifty meters.

For a Ranger-qualified operator who could put rounds through a playing card at eight hundred meters, it had taken immense concentration to miss that badly.

The secret wasn’t in pulling shots.

It was in missing with mathematical consistency—making each failure look natural rather than deliberate.

“Thanks,” Kira said, managing a small smile. “I’m trying.”

She was trying.

Trying to forget how to do the things she’d once done with lethal perfection. Trying to become ordinary, unremarkable, invisible. Trying to bury Staff Sergeant Kira Ashford of Task Force Sentinel under the persona of Private Kira Ashford, the academy’s most struggling recruit.

After breakfast, she had weapons training.

The armory issued her an M4 carbine identical to the one she’d carried through two dozen combat operations. She held it with deliberate awkwardness, fumbling with the magazine release, taking too long to chamber a round.

The range instructor, a patient sergeant with twenty years of service, walked her through the basics.

“Firm grip, Private. Stock tight against your shoulder. Breathe steady. Squeeze the trigger, don’t jerk it.”

Kira nodded, positioned herself, and proceeded to miss the target by exactly two inches left with every shot.

Not random misses—controlled failures.

The hardest shooting she’d ever done.

From the observation tower, Master Sergeant Ror watched through binoculars. He lowered them slowly after her fifth shot, his weathered face thoughtful.

That evening, after the day’s training ended, Ror found her cleaning her rifle in the armory. The other recruits had already left.

Kira sensed his presence before he spoke—the way predators sense each other—but she forced herself not to react.

“You’re Frank Ashford’s daughter.”

It wasn’t a question.

Kira’s hands stilled on the cleaning rod for just a fraction of a second before continuing their motion.

“Yes, Sergeant.”

Ror moved closer, his boots heavy on the concrete floor.

“I trained your father at Fort Bragg in ‘98. Good man. Great operator. Taught him the finer points of close-quarters combat before he shipped out for his first deployment.”

Kira kept her eyes on her rifle.

“He spoke highly of you, Sergeant.”

“You move like him, even when you’re pretending not to know how to move.”

The words hung in the air between them.

Kira considered her options.

Deny. Deflect. Admit.

Each choice carried consequences.

“I don’t know what you mean, Sergeant.”

Ror pulled up a stool and sat down heavily. Sixty-two years old. Forty years of service. Too many deployments to count—Grenada in ‘83, Panama in ‘89, Gulf War in ‘91, Somalia in ‘93, Iraq and Afghanistan for over a decade.

The kind of soldier who’d seen everything and survived by understanding what he was seeing.

“I’ve trained operators for forty years,” he said quietly. “I know what suppressed reflexes look like. I know what it means when someone misses targets with mathematical consistency. I know what it means when someone controls their breathing a little too perfectly during stress drills.”

Kira set down the cleaning rod and met his eyes.

“What do you want, Sergeant?”

“I want to know what you’re hiding from.”

She almost told him.

The Coast Province mission. The fifty-two kills. The children’s faces. The way she’d felt nothing during those eighteen minutes except cold tactical precision. The way that absence of feeling had terrified her more than the violence itself.

Instead, she said, “Just trying to get through each day, Sergeant.”

Ror studied her for a long moment. Then he nodded slowly.

“Frank’s daughter deserves space to heal. I don’t know what happened to you, and I don’t need to know, but I recognize the look. You’re not hiding from an enemy. You’re hiding from yourself.”

Kira felt something crack in her chest—just slightly.

This man understood. He saw her.

“I reported concerns about the inspector general coming tomorrow,” Ror continued. “General Vincent Blackwood. Four-star. Old-school disciplinarian. Has a reputation for breaking recruits he considers weak. I told the chain of command he needed oversight. They told me to stand down.”

“Why are you telling me this?”

“Because you need to be careful. Blackwood looks at struggling recruits the way a hunter looks at wounded prey. And you, Private Ashford, are pretending to be the most wounded prey in this entire academy.”

Kira felt her stomach tighten.

“I can handle myself, Sergeant.”

“I know you can. That’s what worries me. If he pushes you hard enough, you might stop hiding. And something tells me the world isn’t ready to see what you’re hiding.”

Ror stood, his joints creaking.

“Whatever you need, kid, I’ve got your back. Your father was like a brother to me. That makes you family. And family looks out for each other.”

He left before Kira could respond.

She sat alone in the armory for another hour, staring at her rifle, thinking about Coast Province. About the six-year-old girl named Amara who’d watched her kill a man with her bare hands. About the way violence had come so easily, so naturally, like breathing.

That night, she wrote in her journal.

“Day 93. Still don’t recognize the woman in the mirror. The woman who killed 52 men in 18 minutes is someone I’m trying to bury, but she’s there, just under the surface, waiting.

I came to Crimson Ridge to learn how to be weak. To prove to myself that I’m more than a weapon. Ninety-three days and I’m still not sure I’ve succeeded. The nightmares haven’t stopped. The flashbacks haven’t stopped. All I’ve learned is how to hide better. How to make people believe I’m something I’m not.

Maybe that’s its own kind of strength.

Or maybe it’s just another form of cowardice.”

She closed the journal and tried to sleep.

The nightmares came like clockwork.

General Vincent Blackwood arrived at Crimson Ridge Military Academy at 0530 hours on day ninety-four, and the temperature of the entire base seemed to drop ten degrees.

His staff car rolled through the main gate with military precision, flanked by two escort vehicles carrying his aide and security detail. The morning fog still clung to the coastal facility, turning the sprawling complex into something isolated and removed from the ordinary world.

Blackwood stepped out of the vehicle in his perfectly pressed uniform, four stars gleaming on his collar, every ribbon and medal positioned with mathematical accuracy. At fifty-four years old, he stood six-foot-three, two hundred thirty-eight pounds of conviction and authority. His gray hair was cut in a severe military fade that hadn’t changed style in thirty years. His pale blue eyes swept across the academy grounds with the cold assessment of someone who’d spent his entire life evaluating people and finding most of them lacking.

Colonel Thatcher met him at the administration building entrance, standing at attention with his command staff arranged behind him.

“General Blackwood, welcome to Crimson Ridge Academy. We’re honored to—”

“Ten hundred hours,” Blackwood interrupted. “Where’s your worst-performing recruit?”

Thatcher blinked.

“Sir?”

“Your weakest trainee. Bottom five percent. I want to observe them first. If an institution is measured by its weakest links, I need to see what you’re trying to polish into shape here.”

The colonel exchanged glances with his staff.

“Sir, our training philosophy focuses on developing potential rather than simply—”

“I didn’t ask about your philosophy, Colonel. I asked about your weakest recruit.”

Thatcher pulled out a tablet, scrolled through performance metrics.

“That would be Private First Class Kira Ashford. Physical fitness scores in the bottom five percent. Marksmanship below standard. Combat simulations show significant areas for improvement.”

“This Private Ashford, is she getting better?”

“Gradually, sir. She shows determination. Positive attitude. Continuous—”

“Determination doesn’t stop bullets, Colonel. Attitude doesn’t win firefights.”